First post

well, this is my first post, and Id say the best way is to start you off by describing how my thinking pattern works. I was one day looking at this pic, I can;t show you here, but if you get in touch I can send it. its a man strapped in an electric chair, chained down with a black mask over his face. I looked at that and I could see myself there. I wrote down what I saw there, and here it is:

(Electric Chair)

tied down and convicted of my sins
I am here only to please others
Put to Death for forbidden Love
The only thing to die today is my heart
It has nothing left to feel
I don;t really know anymore what is real
the only time I feel is when it hurts
this pain shall put me in forever darkness
Strapped in for the final farewell
Put over my face, a blindfold of sorts
you shan;t see my face when the curtain falls
the black is all I see now
as I await the final call
I can see your eyes through the dark
telling me...You can't love me anymore